I thought you’d be different…

Whenever I start to hang out with a boy, it either gets serious or we become best friends.  With you, however, neither one happened.  I don’t want you as more than a friend but I don’t want you as my best friend either.  I just want you to be there for me… with me.  You made it clear that you wanted something to do with me, but my best friend has feelings for you and I value her relationship with me more than I value you and I’s.  I’ll admit that I did have feelings for you, but because of her, we could never be more than friends.  You have a girlfriend.  I’ll admit that I don’t like it, mostly because we were friends and you didn’t tell me.. Also because I wanted you with me.  I don’t know if anything will ever happen between us.  But it would be cool if something did happen… You’re the bad boy type.